Things have been changing -- or rather I've been changing.

I still feel too shaky and feel it's too soon to tell if this is the time I actually overcome this whole anxiety, panic cycle I've been stuck in for so long.

I can tell things are shifting, I just am wondering if I can make it stick.

Anyone would tell me to think positively and "know" it will stick and that I can overcome anything, but my past experiences make me question it all together.

Maybe that's my gremlin talking... who knows.....

But I'm changing... .and I have to believe in that and believe in the inner strength that I do hold within me.

Otherwise, what is there to believe in?